Tuesday is the beginning of going home and I started it by packing, doing a blog entry and taking a last shower in the bath without a shower curtain (we sacrifice a set of towels every day, trying to keep the water controlled).
Noises outside bring me to our bedroom window which overlooks a courtyard. I can imagine this in earlier days, the fountain in the middle hosting pigeons, small dogs and where the neighbors congregated before their afternoon naps. Now it's a "carpark," and the fountain is broken and the pool cemented in. The sounds were a woman in a brown thick coat walking her tiny dog on a long black leash, talking to her neighbor. She limped away after she said goodbye.



Geneva Train Station, Switzerland
June, 2007
June, 2007


(They weren't wearing a stitch of clothing.)

She gave me a tour of this tiny small chapel and I was happy to see our church iconographic art, including the picture that I refer to as The Irish Christ. Although usually it drives me crazy at home because I like original art, it was comforting this night, like seeing familiar faces at the end of a journey.
I like being anchored here, in this Gospel.

Did I fall off the schedule, like Pico Iyer asserts that we should do while traveling? Did I get lost, in order to find myself again? My year had been crunching me down and it was nice to unfold myself, to walk the streets of Lyon and write in my long-neglected journal.
I think the moment I heard Bach's music dancing off the old buildings was when I found that sense of joy again, long buried under being so terribly responsible. I leaned up again the warm stone walls, closed my eyes, and without worrying who saw, "conducted" the deep strokes of the cellist's bow, flicked my fingers to the dancing eighth notes of the violinist.
I was going home.